Letting Go

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

Slopped around alot today. Initaially, I thought there'd be piano. Thus, I rushed to complete my homework. Then I found out that the WHOLE day was eventless.Which made me play Sims2 for the rest of the day. However, I have done some tuition (the utmost minimum) and not to mention the 1st christmas card. Opened my 2nd Christmas present this morning. My parents thought it'll be cute to give me the fishing game. You know, the absolute kiddy one. Which I found rater amusing. (:

Apart from that, I agonized over why in the two movies with Gerald Butler in it (Phantom ofthe Opera and P.S I Love You) Gerald Butler always ends up in bad circumstances. ): It's so sad!!! (: Yea, this are on of the awesome songs I find awesome.

Angel of music.

Phantom of the Opera

Louiza 9:23 pm

Monday, 8 December 2008

Just watched Phantom of the Opera. Gah. I'm so depressed. WHY DOES THE PHANTOM LOSE? ): I'm emotionally scared. I hate these kind of shows. Why can't everything end happily? BOOHOO. I guess that's why I adore the Disney shows. Because they're shallow. Deep shows with sad endings leave me in a near-tears stage (:

So my day was boring. Opened one of the Christmas presents from my dad. Turned out to be the Sims2 Apartment Life expansion pack! Woohooo! Yay. Awesome guy. (:

Louiza 10:30 pm

Friday, 5 December 2008

I'm kinda sad that I'm leaving Northland. My mind hasn't really processed the fact that I will no longer be following the routine that I have followed for the past six years of my life. Won't be seeing the same familiar faces that I have been for the past six years. Won't be hearing the same voices. Won't be sharing memories with the same close friends.

But my sis says to think positive, and I've been thinking. I guess there are a few good outcomes.

Firstly, I'm now on to a new (girls) school. I guess that even though I'm leaving behind close friends, I'll also be leaving behind a few not-so close friends.

Secondly, NO BGRS!!! Even though everyone seems so hoooked on it; and makes it their entire life, I have to admite it's getting a little on my nerves. I mean like we're a tad young right? Of course, these are soley my views and aren't meant in anyway to be offensive.

But the best thing I can come up with is basically no longer being able to be hurt by "friends" who make fun of you when you decide to not hang out with them or get more absorbed in FAMILY life. I read this AWESOME book, and I found out it meant they themselves felt worthless and their parents don't help either. Thus the need to pull others down. HAHAHA. How true, no? (:

Louiza 4:51 pm

Church camp was super fun.

Weee. Our group was meant to be the act cool group (P5 and 6 girls who normally emo). But....We turned out to be superbly enthusiastic. Mainly because we were all on high!! Right Judith? We had three (or isit four?) girls from Rgs, one from Nlps and 2 (or 3)unknowns. Hahah. So praise and worship we really praised. Prayer we really prayed. We couldn't stop cheering. However, during rest and sleep, we did anything but that. During rest, we talked/sang lullabys for our group leaders. During sleep we chatted 'til a teacher or 2 checked in. Then we had the amazing race. Our teachers decided to make it extra difficult. ): And during thew race, I pulled Charmaine's cheek. (this is of great significance for she had stiches done. ><) The talent nite was dumb. I think we did a dumb (stupid) skit. We should have done the elmo song only!!! (: haha

Gah. Enough typing. I'll just post pix

Our group flag

Charmaine, Judith and I cam whoring when it was rest time

Judith-- the fellow emo/retard-- eating while we were meant to be sleeping

MORE CAM WHORING!!

flag making

MAYBE I did sleep.

BUT I never failed to cam whore nevertheless

Larissa with her face painted.

(These photos were taken by my darling Charmaine)

Louiza 11:09 am

YAY.

Doesn't my blog look the awesomest? Hahah. Zoe and I (mostly Zoe) did the awesomest job ever.

So this week's much better. Stopped going to the childcare centre so I can stay home and muck about. In the childcare it was SUPER hectic! Most of the time, I go at around 2 and come homee

at 5:30. Sometimes I go at 7a.m. and then I get so tired, I feel like vomiting. Since I've been helping at both Nursery 1 or 2, the children are hyper active. So, when I come....

When I arrive, the children are all tucked in and asleep (except unless they're naughty). So, I'll just like take care of the naughty ones. Then, when they awake, I'll sometimes read books to them or try NOT to play with them (which I always fail miserably- when they run around the school, they look so cute! I can't resist.) After which, I may be assigned to a violent 2 year old. Who's also freakishly cute. And again, I am left running up and down the school. Or I'm assigned to the class. And then, everyone's fighting for my lap/attention. Yea. This carries on until they go watch TV. So, they're all glued to it. Finally, I return home. Now, accompanied by a hyper active 6 year old (a.k.a. Teh-o .)

Half the children aren't sleeping. They spring up in happiness when they see me. (They know that the 'teacher' for bullying has arrived.) So, when it's time for them to rise and shine, THEY ALL GO NAUGHTY. Except the rare one or 2. (CASSEY!!!) Yea, then we play. (And by play, I throw balls around and two minutes later, a certain child or two complains they have no ball.) Until 5. So yea.

Louiza 10:49 am